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itewhereitssci-fisectionisfilledwithmarveldoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.l
sowhydidihaveanoutburst，simple，iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseiloveit，ifuckinglovedoingit，icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.
so，aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.
andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?
soihadanoutburst.
thatoutburstisalsoduetothefactiwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.
whendoessomeoddjobbecomeaprofession?itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety，itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.
however，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.
wearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseafricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.
writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge，thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.
writersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingiphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.
wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.
imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butisimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.
ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.
4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。
ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.
iwitnessedthebirthofchinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.
thesearemydemonsandihadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，iwasvictoriousonceagain.
somemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceiamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.
that’strue，butthenagain，iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.
butiamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.
that’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.
iamlucky，idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soidon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.
so，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.
staywithme，iwillgetthere，iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestican.
iwillseeyoutomorrow